Saturday, 19 April 2014

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I filled the house with flowers. I laid the table with the white cloth and wove silk flowers into the edge of his Easter basket. This was her legacy to me and this is my legacy to him.

Friday, 18 April 2014

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It was a day full of so many emotions. Fear. Hope. Pain. Gratitude. But mostly it was about relief. Pure, cool relief.

Thursday, 17 April 2014

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For the first time I let a tiny glimmer of hope sneak through the bars. I didn't know what to do with myself all day.

Wednesday, 16 April 2014

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I miss him when he's not here. I wonder if I always will.

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

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No matter how mitigating the circumstances it still feels sinfully decadent to read in bed on a sunny afternoon.

Monday, 14 April 2014

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As soon as she walked through the door I felt the weight lift from my shoulders. The wheels are in motion. And I will be carried along.

Sunday, 13 April 2014

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So much laughter. So much silliness. So much joy. Even when I'm cold, tired and troubled I have so much to be thankful for.